I have only one week left until I leave for my mission, and I have been constantly worrying about what might happen here at home. My mission call specifically asks for me to leave all of my personal affairs at home and lean on my Savior to help me through my mission. I have been trying to figure out a way to allow myself to let go all of my personal affairs... my home, my family, my friends, my sweetheart.... But tonight as I prayed for strength and I prayed for help I received a direct answer from my beloved Heavenly Father. I randomly turned to Doctrine & Covenants 84:119, and it says, "For I, The Lord, have put forth my hand to exert the powers of heaven; ye cannot see it now, yet a little while and ye shall see it, and know that I am, and that I will come and reign with my people."
This immediate response from my Father in Heaven penetrated my soul. He gave me peace. He gave me hope. He taught me how to trust in Him. He gave me all that I needed in one little verse of scripture. He told me to be patient by telling me that I can't see it now, but I will. Heavenly Father told me that I will see it... and then I will be there to testify of Him. I testify of his goodness and his perfect timing. I testify of His love and His devotion. I testify of His power. I testify that He knows each and every one of us. I know that our beloved Father in Heaven knows how to take care of us. We are His children. He knows us. He knows how we recognize Him. And tonight, I believe He wrapped His arms around me and told me that He is going to take care of everything that I cannot. I love Him. He has prepared me for my tasks and my duties.
He has prepared me..... And I am ready now. I am ready to stand as one of His daughters. I am ready to serve.